So I tried to make a deviantart account... and i found out that I already made one 3 years ago! Yay discovery of the century. Currently, I'm working on a tsubasa sakuraxsyaoran drawing. It'll be done by this weekend. It'll be my first ever drawing in photoshop! I'm so happy. Speaking of this weekend, I'm pretty pissed. I have a party to go to this Friday... yet I have dance and a dr.'s appointment. My parents are telling me to be 'thoughtful' and stop being so damn selfish. I'd wish they knew that I never ask them for anything anymore. My mom says I need to stop fucking causing her trouble. I've been assigned to wash the cups of the house for ten dollars a month, I don't need the money but I do it anyway. My dad's been telling me to do a lot of math lately so I haven't been able to wash them. She's telling me to do it or don't. I gave her my excuse, which is true. She said it only takes 2 minutes and stop giving me this crap. I don't think in my family anymore. I do what I am told. Ever since the start of 8th grade, my parents have cut me off of my friends and transportation to them. They say it's ok if I'm friends with them, but don't get them involved in driving me. I wish I can drive now. Then I wouldn't have to be 'thoughtful' of them. I'm not a selfish person, I'm not. But they don't see it. I'm not trying to get them to see it anymore either. I've given up trying. I don't need their help. I don't need them to heal my wounds. I don't need them period.

On the brighter note, lacrosse starts monday.